LOVE...What the hell do I know?!

So, since Valentine's Day is nearly coming, couples all over the world are from head to toe into it. But not only couples do, but there are also single lady's and gents who try their luck to find their mate or shall I say LOVE?!

Now, I actually ask myself: "WHAT IS LOVE?"

Right now, I'm sitting in my bed and write about this post, while I ask myself what love truly means or what the hell do I know about love?

I mean I do love my family and my friends, and also a lot of people that I've worked with. 

But the kind of love, like lovers do...to telling you the truth I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING about it. 

Maybe I don't know anything about it because I don't met my 'Mister Perfect' or my 'Prince Charming' I never got this experience of being totally in love. 

I guess, I want to write this stuff because...I believe in it. I dream about the big kind of love, the completely out of control and over the top, the kind of love like: "I'd do anything for you".

Every girl and every woman do still believe in it - even when they don't want to admit it- all of them want it!

And if you don't agree with it,then you've been lying to yourself. From the time I was a little girl, sitting in my parents room and watching Disney movies while dream about the fairytale stuff that I also dream about, the love like Cinderella or Belle from the beauty and the beast. 

All of my friends were telling me that this love never exist, that love what I do imagine just appears in movies and in fairytale stories. That true love is way different!

A lot of them think I'm so naive because I try to see the good side of a person and all I think is that they all see the negative side of a person and don't give them a chance because they've got hurt so much. 

The funny thing is that,I guess, I'm the one who got hurt so much. 

Heartbroken.

The worst kind of heartbreak you can imagine. Worse than I ever thought could happen to me and I hope that no one get those experience on their first relationship, like I do. 

Betrayed, cheated on, taken advantage of and treating someone worse than ever. I'm saying this without telling the whole story.

After nearly four years, I'm over it, but still recovering. 

Still believe in true love. 

I want to have those experiences, want to feel it and want to write about my very own fairytale love. 

I believe that all of us are here because of love! Nothing but love!

People like to criticize and want to categorize everyone. They also have high expectations. It's safe for them!

The only problem is that we sort out. It's sad that people do make a big topic about gender, I mean love has no limit. No matter if you're bisexual, homosexual or heterosexual, you're not different. I mean why does it matter? It's not like you're going to die because of having another sexuality as the other do. 

Just love your life and enjoyed it to the fullest. 

No one knows what gonna happen in the next minute, hours, day or week. You don't know who you may run into, maybe it's someone who will change your life forever and does it really matter what gender they are? 

Love is something, that we can't control. 

I will wait patiently and see, I hope I find the fairytale love that I dreamed about all the time and hope to have someone who heals my heart to the fullest. 

My advice to your guys is...live your life and love whoever you want, because life is short. 

But then again, what the hell do I know about love?

Luna Years Eve

Today, I want to share with your guys, my perfect outfit and makeup for the Luna Years Eve.

I really do love this festival, because you can spend alot of times with your family and you can also forget your worries.

The year of monkey is coming, and I'm ready.

About THIS outfit:

I really do love red and gold on Luna New Years Eve, so I show you guys how my New Years Eve outfit, look like.

I love red dresses and combine it with gold accesoires and shoes, because in my opinion for the Luna Years Eve you should wear red, because red is a symbol of luck, and it's matches the Luna Years Theme.

Gold is a perfect match and it would look lovely to the red dress. 

About the makeup, I would prefer gold, red and a little dark pink. Of course, your nails should look red or gold, and your lips HAVE TO be red.

Really, a red lipstick is an eyecatcher beside the dress, I would wear gold or black eyeliner but also use nude or gold tone when it comes to eyeshadow, since this gives you an naturally look.

I hope you guys, love this outfit and wishing you a great Luna Years Eve.

Acting Like A Boy - My Imperfection Is A Part Of Me

Since I was born, most of the people thought that I was a boy. I don't know why, maybe I'm to straightforward or maybe it's the way I act sometimes. No matter what happens, most of them shake their head when I'm trying to explain my opinion.

I mean, I love to be a woman, even when difficulties exist - we would try to solve the problem and are successful with it. Being a woman it not easy, we have to take care of our money, for foods and also for the beautiful things that we can get with money, like clothes, shoes and make up. We also have to decide what to wear and also have to take care of our body, like shaving our legs and to work out, to get fit. I enjoy being a woman everyday, even if it's really hard, I still LOVE it. To be truthful, I have to admit that I'm a little bit jealous of 'Bro-ships' because they are sincere to each other, they don't have secrets and don't go around bad mouthing about you, they also don't complain as much as woman do.

I grew up in an Asian household. For all the Asians out of the world, you guys know -well, most of you guys- how hard it can be sometimes, to have Asian parents. They have their tradition, they even give you a lot of pressure into your work and your study life, they also want to decide what you should do in your future, like being a doctor or a lawyer, a job where you earn a lot of money.

I mean, I appreciate it, because our parents just trying to take care of us and want us to have a great job and future. But dear parents, please also do understand that we're not a marionette, we have our own will and also our own dream job and our dream future.

Since I was 8 years old, I was not the usual 'Asian' girl that everybody knew. I mean since I was young I was thick headed, I'm straightforward and tell everybody my opinion. I have also some temperament when something annoys me. Even when I'm thick headed, inside of me I tried to satisfy my parents... even when I'm unsatisfied...in the past I wanted my parents to be proud of me, I tried hard to be a typical 'normal' woman they had in mind, like learning to cook, shut my mouth and so on. But it was hard, and after a long time I realized that it wasn't me, it was someone that my parents and even uncle and aunts want me to be, but this wasn't me.

I don't care about how I am, I mean I'm sometimes shy, I'm clumsy, sometimes slow and also sometimes lazy but I'm also kindhearted, straightforward and try my best to be a great daughter, instead of trying to be the perfect daughter.

To be 'perfect' is boring, imperfection is something, that is rare.

Why I post something like that to you guys?

Because there are a lot of women who try to be perfect, who try to be someone that all of the people would get to like them. Because the imagination of the perfect woman is to stop being yourself, to be lovely and to show all the best sides of you. But in my opinion, I say, BE YOURSELF, if someone ask you about your opinion, don't lie and if there is something that you really hate, than just say it, instead of being quiet.

Try to enjoy your life instead of living in fear or using some excuses why you shouldn't be yourself.

My advice will be, learn to accept and love yourself, find out who you are and show some self-confidence, because every single person are unique!

My Little Adventure

At first I want to say sorry, due to some technic issue.
I'm so sorry and hope you guys enjoy my post =)

Winter reminds me of cold weather, snowy days, cozy outfits and holidays. Ever since I was a little girl. Winter meant for me to enjoy times with family, lazying around in my bed with a teddy bear printed pyjama while watching Disney movies or listen to music.

I never cared about the future and enjoyed my childhood. Ever since I started wprking hard to achieve what I want. 

I travel around and get to know people, to inform myself about fashion and take care of what to wear or how I look.

2015 was all about get to know new people and places, from hanging arond at birthday parties to travel to different cities like Frankfurt, Cologne and Berlin and go to Fashion fair.

A highlight of the year 2015 was that I traveled for the first time of my life to Berlin. I took it as a holiday trip even if it lasted for two days and even if I had to do some work.

For me holidys do not just mean beach, sea and sunny weather, but also exploring culture and having the chance to learn something new.

Before I went to this city I was like:"Oh my god! I will go to Berlin and get to see the Brandenburger Tor and the city."

After I arrived in Berlin I was speechless about this huge city and never thought it was so amazing and be different as like other cities in Germany. Now I would say that Berlin is and will withou a dout be the European capital of subcultures. Berlin style is very difficult to define.

Fashion and functionality surely walk hand in hand.

What I really do like in Berlin is, that there is always something new to see and something new to discover and another reason is that Berlin does underground in a trashy, hipster yet somehow super trendy way.

Fact is that one of my favorite spots in Berlin is a vintage store called Mankii and Hans im Glück.

Hans im Glück is an incredible burder place that also serve vegeterian burger. This place is incredible with delicious homemade fries, wonderful cocktail and great brugers.

It is so great and very delicous and I recommend it to every one to go to this place and give it a try. One thing that I have learned in Berlin is, that you should better not judge a place by entrance. 

Sometimes not even by the place itself. But the atmosphere, ambiance and food are usually never disappointing.

"Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself"

This quote comes from Coco Chanel and it's one of my favorite quotes and I really think it matches Berlin perfectly because you can wear everything and no one will disapprove it, you can be yourself and most of the people will tolerate you.

As I was 12 years old I was beginning to hate to go to school because everyone judged me of how I look and because of that I tried to be someone else and wasn't satiesfied with that.

When I grow up I learned that someone outside and inside matters.

I tried hard to find myself and have to accept me for who I am, since a year I do sport and begun to eat healthy.

But I learne that you don't have to change if your satiesfied with yourself.

There are people who will accept you and there will be someone who will not.

I can say that after this trip I love Berlin and wish I could stayed longer.

As much as I love all those busy metropoles, especially growing up in Bonn and living in Mönchengladbach where it is quite most of the time, erln feels so diverse and dynamic to me every time.

All in all, I will definitely stay longer in Berlin at my next time I go there,

Mankii Vintage bag 

Get ready to go home

Hans im Glück, delicious vegeterian burger 

2015 was all about get to know new people and places, from hanging around at birthday parties to travel to different cities like Frankfurt, Cologne and Berlin and go to Fashion fair.

A highlight of the year 2015 was that I traveled for the first time of my life to Berlin. I took it as a holiday trip even if it lasted for two days and even if I had to do some work there.

For me holidays do not just mean beach, sea and sunny weather, but also exploring, culture and having the chance to learn something new.

Before I went to this city I was like: “Oh my god! I will go to Berlin and get to see the Brandenburger Tor and the city.”

After I arrived in Berlin I was speechless about this huge city and never thought it was so amazing and be different as like other cities in Germany. Now I would say that Berlin is and will without

a doubt be the European capital of subcultures. Berlin style is very difficult to define.

Fashion and functionality surely walk hand in hand.

What I really do like in Berlin is, that there is always something new to see and something new to discover and another reason is that Berlin does underground in a trashy, hipster yet somehow

super trendy way.

Fact is that one of my favorite spots in Berlin is a vintage store called Mankii and Hans im Glück.

Hans im Glück is an incredible burger place that also serve vegetarian burger. This place is incredible with delicious homemade fries, wonderful cocktail and great burger.

It is so great and very delicious and I recommend it to every one to go to this place and give it a try. One thing that I have learned in Berlin is, that you should better not judge a place by entrance.

Sometimes not even by the place itself. But the atmosphere, ambiance and food are usually never disappointing.

2015 was all about get to know new people and places, from hanging around at birthday parties to travel to different cities like Frankfurt, Cologne and Berlin and go to Fashion fair.

A highlight of the year 2015 was that I traveled for the first time of my life to Berlin. I took it as a holiday trip even if it lasted for two days and even if I had to do some work there.

For me holidays do not just mean beach, sea and sunny weather, but also exploring, culture and having the chance to learn something new.

Before I went to this city I was like: “Oh my god! I will go to Berlin and get to see the Brandenburger Tor and the city.”

After I arrived in Berlin I was speechless about this huge city and never thought it was so amazing and be different as like other cities in Germany. Now I would say that Berlin is and will without

a doubt be the European capital of subcultures. Berlin style is very difficult to define.

Fashion and functionality surely walk hand in hand.

What I really do like in Berlin is, that there is always something new to see and something new to discover and another reason is that Berlin does underground in a trashy, hipster yet somehow

super trendy way.

Fact is that one of my favorite spots in Berlin is a vintage store called Mankii and Hans im Glück.

Hans im Glück is an incredible burger place that also serve vegetarian burger. This place is incredible with delicious homemade fries, wonderful cocktail and great burger.

It is so great and very delicious and I recommend it to every one to go to this place and give it a try. One thing that I have learned in Berlin is, that you should better not judge a place by entrance.

Sometimes not even by the place itself. But the atmosphere, ambiance and food are usually never disappointing.

I can say that after this trip I love Berlin and I wish I could have stayed longer.

As much as I love all those busy metropoles, especially growing up in Bonn and living in Mönchengladbach where it is quite most of the time, Berlin feels so diverse and dynamic to me every time

All in all, I will definitely stay longer in Berlin at my next time 

Hello Everybody

Hello Everybody,

My name is Nhu and I'm here to introduce myself.

I'm 22 years old and this blog will be a diary where I can share my life experience and my opinions on different topics, to you guys.

Why you should read it?

To be serious, I don't know.

I mean I will share my opinions and my experience to you guys. 

I mean I will share my fashion inspiration to your guys, I will share about business/work advice with yours and about food and music.

Everything about my dislikes and likes.
You can decide yourself, if you would like to read it or not, but I can tell you that you won't regret it.

When will I update?

I will update every Friday at 22 o'clock.

So stay tuned and get excited about my post next week ;)